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January
03:52
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I wish it was over i cant get it over
I couldnt believe the way you could feel
This past January,was so hard to carry
Wrapped around chains its so surreal
Do You believe it is time i want to run away from this
Do you know how the world collapses and falls into bliss
I hear everything blurry
Cause when youre around your scary
But here comes January
So you better be perished
You stare at the TV i stare at the ceiling
Wondering why the clouds are so gray
Digging up graveyards Noise in the boulevard
Look Its the Devil dressed as a Saint
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2. |
Sleep Tonight
04:20
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I aint gonna sleep tonight until i know what i want
And i aint gonna sleep tonight cause my mind will start to haunt
Do you hear the screams of your heart
That breaks and tears apart
Your mind that tells you its the way to live your life
You spend your days counting time
Thats flying out the window
And you have the guts to tell that its the way to live your life
Life is losing its purpose
Theres nothing to think but wasted opportunities
Is there something wrong with the way that i close my eyes at night
You're like a knight without a sword
The horse that you rode boy
Is too tired to carry your waist
How long have you seen the light?
Dont give yourself a fight boy
Theres plenty more years you can waste
Wasting my money
With no satisfaction or any type of pride
Now my room is filled with things that can fullfill me or atleast thats what i thought
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3. |
Death In Space
07:54
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in the outer space he sinks
skull is freezing and it seems
mirror mirror on the moon
swallow stars as it should
i remember all your eyes
poison ivy butterflies
in my stomach as i think
how the sun dissapears
all the stars are flaming tears
hope that someday youll appear
in my arms safe and clear
let us travel far away
my imaginary friend
take your face off the blues
let us fly to the moon
lately youve been in a void
why you looking so annoyed
did a comet look your way
feels like yesterday
i cant wait until we fade
let me take off your suit
let the space consume you
if this is the end i will fall on my face
my heart had enough my heart had enough
if your destination is my destination
its never enough oh its never enough
looking for life in the eyes of god
but its never enough oh its never
the loneliest man in space has come
but its just enough oh its just enough
even if we die out here youre still the sun who shines on me
space is our pallace and youre not a fantasy
Dont let me die alone
Im sinking like a stone
This isnt the end no.
Dont let the space consume us
I wanna wrap around you closely
The sun is eating me up
Watching you die so slowly
Floating around with your suit on my hands
Holding it closely while the air slowly runs
Last sight of your body as my eyesight goes dim
Was all this fate or was this only a dream?
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4. |
I Saw My Fish Die Today
03:36
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I saw my fish die today
It was laying upside down while the other stared
With no emotion or any sympathy
But they were just goldfish
I didnt know why i cared
So i grabbed my spoon and left it out in the yard
So the ants could have something after they worked hard
The question was whether it died of age
Or hunger or was just overfeeding it
I saw my fish die today
i saw my fish die today
I went back to see my remaining fish
It was swimming all alone unaware of the sitch
I just gave it food and it just started to eat
With no shame or any sign of defeat
So i went to the yard just the other day
And my fish finally met his ultimate fate
No skin and the eyes were hollow and deep
And pondered whether life was just the way to be
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5. |
Graffiti
03:42
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[Verse]
Third Person View out of the balcony
As sure the night is cold as it has ever been
The Mind has become my enemy
Reminding all the things i could have seen
[Chorus]
Graffiti on the wall
Hope you are coming home
Graffiti on the wall
Hope you are coming home
Id rather be reborn
So i can write some more
To write some more
Each passing day,i come by at the wall
I see my soul inside the harmony
i hear the voices from the thrown out doll
Another late thrown out memory
Here it goes my head again
Here it goes my brain again
I just cant go to bed again
Losing in the void again
Losing sanity again
Down by the building oh so grey (What a great time to fade away)
hooray
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6. |
For Eternity
05:32
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For eternity im living on my own
For eternity im gripping on my phone
For eternity blood pumping out
Is it ever fair to feel yourself blackout
It feels like i wasted my time
Cause time has passed way too fast
The isolation makes you feel like a mime
That has shut its mouth and you think whether your existence will come to last
I carry the past on my shoulders
I dont mind having my back filled with boulders
Im wasting my youth and thats the tragic truth
I havent left the house in months
So i left my home and layed down the grass road
Watching all the butterflies and moths
Another phase another beginning
I cannot understand
This whole time have i been daydreaming
Of a better future in my life inside my head thats drawn in sand
I cannot stand this indecision
I am Married with the lack of vision
Now my youth is all gone thats why i write this song
Im Running out of words
For a lifetime im locked in my head full of wrong
Its as if i am stabbed by swords
The sun is slowly decaying my eyes
And i dont know what to do
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7. |
Paper
04:27
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[Verse 1]
Everytime im walking down the road i hold your notebook paper with your number on it
Gave it to me crying you went flying hoped to see me later oh how ironic
Called me by the phone when im looking at the rainy weather im claustrophobic
Once i hear your insecurities
I made myself a goal to deny your every call forever cause youre haunting
Havent even thought a single second i would change forever and i bleed with grief
[Spoken Word]
And so the rumors seemed to have been true
A person's body was found outside your house
But what could i do
I only could stare at the TV for hours and hours
Infact it seemed like no one i knew was hurt in that incident
The strange part was that a specific phone number was left on the person's chest
at first i didnt recognise but i shrugged and decided to go for a nightwalk
Its was a dark and snowy day
As i walked through the soft soil
I noticed i had a paper in my jacket
I couldnt remember how i got it but i opened it just of curiosity
and inside that paper i found your number
and realised it was you
[Chorus]
Hold your breath now
Afterlife
Im not your hotline anymore
Im not the person you should have called
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8. |
Tryhard
03:36
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Even though i try hard
Isnt it enough to leave you alone
Call it by a landslide
But why youre talking bout me with that low tone
I dont know what you want from me
Parasyte in my head that wont leave
And it seems
With every second i run too quick
my hands blow steam
and all this time i havent been too deep
To be sure are you in with me
Cause sometimes its seems hell to be
You just need
to understand that youre nobody without me
Youre beating yourself when youre beating me
I dont know where the hell i am
And you think it is time make me feel so numb
You make a fool of what i am on every call
But you just sit back and hide behind my wall
You may have no consequence at all
You were fed with the past hollow memories
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9. |
Insane
04:31
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I see the fountain of tears that you have made
Thats building up for like a year or two
And afterwards you dont know what to do
Accept the life that you have made now
With every moment youre dreaming of fade out
With the beginning of distractions comes distractions
Running faster than the speed of sound
In your dreams where you cant be found
It looks like havent made your parents proud
In a long time
Hey Get up you stupid bastard
You know what youre doing
Break your headphones apart
Burning down like a pile of trees
In the summer month pouring gasoline yeah
You havent seen yourself quite throught
Im in constant pain just like you
is it love for pain or lack of brain
all i know is that im going insane
Light a match and see where it takes you
it isnt hell but it is quite close
All you ever knew in life was just false
Get your guitar and start fucking around
Your creativity may come some day
All you do is for yourself its way too late
I guess its time to slow down for a while
There is a phone for you to dial
But all you ever really feel is pure denial
And so you
Throw the phone out of the only closest window
So you started to blow
the engine of your old Tiida and you started to drive without sense of control
But you were reaching limit and your car drove off a summit
You tried to press the brakes but your luck was way too fake
As youre coming close to ground you hear such a lovely sound
Thats the sound of your demise
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10. |
Mental Disintegration
06:40
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I feel lost.empty and filled with voids
And all this is caused by never ending noise
Cause i just cant figure out whether my problems
Are too superstitious to feel remorse
My blood pressure is constantly rising
And when my brain finally explodes to bits
It will be the last time my innosence sees the light of day
And thats the time i realise its way too late
and i cant help
But Mentally disintegrate in times of daylight
As the emptiness absorbs my flesh
And when time is moving faster and faster than eyesight
It slowly makes you feel like you want to fall into a deep and endless cliff
All those movies that ive watched
And All these songs that i tried to write
It was all a waste of time
Its not like i was connected to them in any shape or form
I walk to the beachside every night
To watch the moon that shines so bright
The waves that break into the rocks
But empty feelings never stop
He didnt mean to make you cry
With sparks that ring and bullets fly
On empty rings around your heart
The world just screams and falls apart
Why do i have to Why do i have to?
Why do i have to call my friends because
They havent called me. They havent call me
They havent called me for the past 3 months oh no
Two headed boy
There is no reason to grieve
The world that you see is a figment reality
That you have created in your dumb mind
And i cant help
But Mentally disintegrate in times of daylight
As the emptiness absorbs my flesh
And when time is moving faster than eyesight
It slowly makes you feel like you want to fall into a deep and endless cliff
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Solar Death Limassol, Cyprus
Indie Rock and Post Punk artist combining elements of dreams, existentialism, apocalypse, nostalgia and bittersweet darkness.
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